I currently feel like I want to make something of myself through blogging or some sort of hobby but every time I’m thinking of what to write my mind goes blank.I start to think what if what I write isn’t entertaining at all or if it sounds bland and stale like a bag of Doritos that’s been out for some time.I feel as if there is something holding me back every time I start to write maybe it’s procrastination and laziness as well as maybe this isn’t even worth my time.I wonder how others get through this point and phase in their blogging journey maybe they just started and didn’t stop?I guess I won’t know until I start for myself and write for some time.I want to talk about stories from my child hood and experiences I’ve had in my life.Starting by saying that I’m only 23 years old and my birthday is a month away,but I have had my share of trouble and glory.I live in a town in Fresno county that is famous for being the nation’s Christmas tree city,I went to a school named Washington Academic Middle School and was placed in honor roll for math in 7th grade.During my time in Middle School(Junior High) I got into a fight to show other people I was a bad kid even though I was left with a bruise on my eye and a strong guilty feeling when I got home from school.My mother was so disappointed and broken hearted that I had initiated a fight,while I was disappointed in myself for losing.Now a day at home or at the park getting 4-5 miles in is how I spend my time,I get home after my walk and take a shower,eat lunch,and then clean my apartment.I spend time thinking and plotting how to make money any way I can legally and sometimes I get energetically drained and can’t do anything.Anyways back to talking about my childhood,the day after the fight I was suspended and has to attend some classes where bad kids would go for starting problems.There I met some kids who were in trouble for throwing rocks at other students and one of the students was hit,she was taken to the hospital.As we sat in class I remember feeling like an authoritative person,since the drama I had started was catching their attention as well as my friends at school.Im starting to feel a little tired right now and I am thinking of calling this blog done.I hope everyone has an amazing day and feels determined to get through this week.